My Dear Fighter
You have a deep inner voice calling for change.
But because you have been the way you are for so long, you don’t even know where to begin. Sometimes, you even think it’s too late or not worth trying.
If you’ve been trying and failing like I have, you might even believe that your fate is sealed and there is no hope for freedom. You either give up or immerse yourself deeper into the world of pornography, hoping to drown out that voice inside of you.
But you can still hear it. It’s the sound of Jesus yearning for you. Though you might attempt to suppress it, your heart deeply desires it, expressing:
I sleep, but my heart is awake; It is the voice of my beloved! He knocks, saying, “Open for me, my sister, my love, My dove, my perfect one; For my head is covered with dew, My locks with the drops of the night. (Song of Songs 5:2)
My dear, if you’re struggling on your path to true freedom, know that your loving God sending you a message:
If you do not know, most beautiful of women, follow the tracks of the sheep. (Song of Songs 1:8).
I am no shepherd or saint; I’m just like you, experiencing the same struggle. But I ask you, my dear fighter, if you don’t know the way to join me on My Journey.
I’ve been addicted for years. I’ve struggled for decades, just like you. I’m tired and exhausted. But I’ve also learned a lot, and I want to share that knowledge with you. I’m running alongside you, searching for something better.
I will break this journey into four phases, each with its own struggles and challenges. I have been there, and I’m not promising a miracle, but I want to show you the steps out of this darkness so that you might see the light.
I will pray for you.
