My Dear Fighter
You have a deep inner voice calling for change. But because you’ve been this way for so long, the thought of change feels overwhelming and you don’t know where to begin. Sometimes, the weight of it all feels too heavy, making you think it’s too late or not worth the effort.
If you’ve been trying and failing like I have, feeling the frustration mount with each attempt, And all hope of freedom is gone, and the weight of the shadows bends your back. When you find yourself giving up or sinking deeper into the world of pornography, hoping to silence that voice within you.
But you can still hear it. It’s the sound of Jesus yearning for you. Though you might attempt to suppress it, your heart deeply desires it, expressing:
I sleep, but my heart is awake; It is the voice of my beloved! He knocks, saying, “Open for me, my sister, my love, My dove, my perfect one; For my head is covered with dew, My locks with the drops of the night. (Song of Songs 5:2)
My dear, if you’re struggling on your path to true freedom, know that our loving God sending you a message:
If you do not know, most beautiful of women, follow the tracks of the sheep. (Song of Songs 1:8).
I’ve been addicted for years. I’ve struggled for decades, just like you. I’m tired and exhausted. But I’ve also learned a lot, and I want to share that knowledge with you. I’m running alongside you, searching for something better.
I will break this journey into four phases, each with its own struggles and challenges. I have been there, and I’m not promising a miracle, but I want to show you the steps out of this darkness so that you might see the light.
I will pray for you.
